Someone please help me... im so tired of it all?

i moved to a new state 2 yrs ago and was junior in high skl and have been feeling pretty bad i lost all of my friends i didnt know anyone, my dads family lives in this state but they apparently all hate each other and after a few months of living here I figured that out. One of my aunts was living in our house bcz of bankruptcy and I guess she had enough and wanted to leave our house and decided I was the one to blame for kicking them out. I never kicked them out, I didn’t even care they were in the house and all my other family members believed her. Even my immediate family believed her for a while. It made me sick…. I couldn’t believe she would do that, I mean it was known we never really gotten along but really?..... none of my other uncles and aunts got along with us anymore well except one uncle and his family but after a while me and my uncles daughter got into a verbal fight becuz I felt like she was using my friendship when it was the most convenient to her. She changed into another person, nd I hated it. How can a person change a full 360 in a matter of months….. we haven’t talked since.i didn’t meet anyone I really liked in high skl either I guess I really didn’t put in effort. They were all party goers and I was just not into tht stuff. I was a city girl and now im stranded in the middle of nowhere. I am now attending a university and have made two friends… they’re nice people but we are not really close. we don’t really hang out outside of skl. I want to meet someone I could relate to….the problem is I don’t really remember what I used to be like before this, I cant remember what I enjoyed to do. I used to be able to make friends and acquaintances so easily but now…. All I do is watch tv and study and wish maybe one day I will be able to enjoy life again. I wanted to know if anyone can help me out… has anyone felt like this… like all the blame is on them…. Cant make any friends… cant remember what they were like before becoming really depressed ( its killing me…. I just cant remember how I was so talkative/opinionated)… feel like you cant focus on anything … does anyone have any advice for me? how can i introduce myself and make friends in college?